from Mission Control
CW: Mental Health
I blew it up is what happened.
One minute I'm editing the config file in nano to update the blocklist (bad way to ban instances, imho. Pleroma devs might want to look at that), the next the damn thing won't start. The service I mean. I spent two hours trying to get it running again, but I couldn't. No idea what I did wrong.
I then called off work, because of a panic attack that ensued.
Overall, the instance, while fun, has been a nightmare for my limited technical skills. I enjoyed running it while I could, but I'm gonna pull back and focus on this write freely instance, which uses managed hosting.
I'll be making a new account on a new instance for the fiftieth time, but I hope that this time I will stick with it.
If you were on the instance, I'm sorry I couldn't reach out to you to tell you this any other way. I want to apologize deeply to all of you. I loved being your mod, but I can't handle it anymore. I wish you all luck, and i hope to see you on the fediverse again.